Hang in There Lightworker

Hang in There Lightworker

Here are two related questions from my inbox.Hope you enjoy,.

Dear Dolly

I find it [global news] all very alarming what can one do? Love has a big fight on its hands; a bit ironical. I hear about all these good things that are supposed to be happening, but when? I’m tired of waiting.

Dear Tired of Waiting,
Hang in there, it will happen! It is happening. We are poised on the edge of change. Your thoughts, acts of kindness, loving heart and conquering of your fears is the way to a truly golden age. Our consciousness is far more powerful than we’ve ever been told. Fear mongers would have you believe differently. People all over the world want the same things, peace, prosperity, health for their loved ones. We are alike in so many ways.

Divide and conquer was the old way. It is dissolving and becoming unity and connection. Do you attack others or support them in your conversations and thoughts? Like a beloved dog or a wolf; which aspect within yourself do you wish to feed? You and your consciousness are invaluable and oh so powerful in this movement toward peace.

Lightworkers; do not be disheartened when you feel or see discord. Open your heart and send forth love. That is a major reason we assembled here on Earth at this time. Our non Earthling friends arrived long ago, per our request, to assist us; but not to rescue us, for we are not victims and they do not see us as such.

Now they have come again by request to help in new ways and so no nuclear bombs be exploded; disclosure of long hidden truths will happen and there will be no WWIII no matter how the media wishes to convince you.

The actual fight is for your control of your consciousness for it has the power of the atom in it, ready to explode into quantum abilities to create a truly Golden Age. The method and timing of peace, medical cures, technological advances, free energy, clean water and food for all depends on your focus, your consciousness.

Turn off the TV, stop reading a misguiding media’s output and begin going inward to access clarity and Intelligent Infinity. You are in charge of how much fear you take in. Fear simply gets in the way. It divides. Love heals and unifies. The faster we shift into love and allowance and forgiveness, the faster we will bring on our amazing future.

Our journey here is to make a thousand choices a day for love, constantly standing in consciousness to be love, send love and see love.  People want to feel they have a mission, usually to save others or the planet, but the real mission most came for is to be the highest vibration of themselves they can be. That alone is an enormous contribution to the ascension of this planet and life will be so much more aligned with joy on such a path. As a Lightworker, this is what you came to do.

 

Dear Dolly,
I don’t get what a Lightworker is supposed to be doing?   Just Curious.

Dear Just Curious,
A Lightworker is one who is aware s/he is a beacon, a lighthouse, shining the light of love.  This light can be used to heal, to feel and to just be. It is the vibration of Love and Joy. It does not have to be pushed at something or used to do combat. A Lightworker may seemingly do nothing, yet by virtue of being present, that presence calms, awakens, increases and shifts others in subtle and wonderful ways. A lighthouse is simply light shining. What others choose to do with that light is their choice.

Light calms those not understanding what is going on in this ascension process: the awakening of energy centers in the body, sleeplessness in the extreme, odd joint or muscle aches, dizziness, memory lapses (no, it’s not dementia), and various heart palpitations, headaches and fleeting oddities. Those who experience these things are most likely just moving the body through shifts into a higher vibration.

Clients call, worried about the specific group of things happening to them: joint pain, vision shifts, headaches, stomach discomforts, food and eating habit changes, sleep disturbances and dizziness. Their worry and fear is really just the excitement of the new ‘movie’ we are in and we’re glued to the screen watching, seeing and being slightly freaked out. Call someone and get answers, calm your fears and concerns. Better yet, go within and speak with your own higher guidance and be calmed. You’re really ok.

You’re right on target with your original life plan/contract you created before coming into this third dimensional lifetime. You chose to be here at this time of Earth’s shift. Your body is literally shifting from a carbon base to a crystal base. Science proves this by watching as the individual cells shift their DNA and the carbon element changes its atomic weight.

We are physically and energetically shifting into holding more light in our cells.  Becoming a crystalline light being is not going to happen all at once, but gradually so you can become used to it in body, mind and spirit. Your soul already knows where it’s headed.

A Lightworker’s job is to be aware of darkness and corruption, but not drown in it.That awareness is for the purpose of showing where light is needed. It reveals what has been hidden. Light gives the greedy and corrupt an opportunity to switch from ‘Service to Self’ into the higher vibration of ‘Service to Other Selves’. By holding the light, we offer a way to shift.

Lightworkers hold the space for forgiveness instead of demanding penalties and retribution. Lightworkers choose Love, Compassion and Forgiveness. We try to remember we are all One and the scalawags agreed to play their roles in this lifetime for a purpose. They get to show us the depths of the shadows within us all. It has all brought us to this hour of awakening.

Things are changing. It’s an exciting time to be here on Mother Earth. I sense lasting Peace, Love and Joy just around the corner. Together we will make this real and this planet will go forward in its higher vibrations, cleansed, whole, loving, free of hunger and disease and full of abundance and light.

If you’re reading this, you too are a Lightworker. Welcome home.

 

Dolly Mae is an intuitive consultant. You can schedule a session
for personal insight and direction. www.dollymae.com  dolly@dollymae.com 206.992.2074

The Upward Spiral

Recently a client wanted to know how to best deal with his constantly negative and overwhelming thoughts. They seemed to be running amok and spiraling out of control. They interrupted sleep, caused stress and ultimately physical discomfort.

Many people have a similar question. What to do about stress. How to handle the overwhelming horrors they see in the news. How to deal with personal and societal crises. 

The single thing you have control over is how you respond to a situation. You cannot always control the actual event but you can always choose your response.

Your conscious mind is not in control. Your subconscious is. Most let it run willy-nilly continually pouring negative and fear based thoughts into the consciousness. 

That way creates a downward spiral leading to stress, depression and ultimately physical distress. That is only one way.

You are in charge of your thinking. So take charge! How? By paying attention to what you are thinking and choosing a different thought. Yes, really. It’s that’s simple. Peacefulness is a thought away. When you are in the midst of the downward spiral of thinking, pay attention; see what you are doing. It is then you choose to insert a happy thought. But what? It seems tricky. It can be, but here is one surefire thought: Love your downward spiral! That’s it, just that one thought and the feeling of love attached to it can change everything.

Love and fear cannot exist in the same space. It’s either one or the other. Keep finding something to love and you’ll begin to lighten up. Find things to appreciate all around you: the heat, a roof over your head, friends, clothing, nice hair, a computer, a library. There are myriad things to appreciate. Once you start looking, thoughts spiral upward. Once you begin loving your frustrations, downward spiral thinking instantly shifts. Thus it begins. It is then up to you to create more appreciation and loving thoughts and feelings.

Right now begin writing down thoughts that bring you joy. You might write about things you have done, will do, would like to do, things you can never do but sound wonderful. Every hour, on the hour, for five minutes write about what brings you joy. You will begin to train your mind. Then when you catch yourself in that downward spiral, you will have a list to refer to for instant shifting into joy and the upward spiral.

Events such as the Merrie Monarch Festival, the Seahawks celebration parade, the Olympics festivities, Mardi Gras Carnival, birthday parties and anniversary galas all serve the Light in Love and Joy. These massive outpourings of unity consciousness, happiness and Love create such strong global vibrations they lift the consciousness of all. To share in such joy as an observer or participant moves you along that upward spiral.

When you laugh, give a compliment, help another, pet a kitten, play in the great outdoors, happily read a book or feel joy watching the sunrise, you affect the vibrations of the earth. You help create that upward spiral for all conscious beings. Indeed, you are much more than you think.

It is not necessary to delve into your fears because whatever you focus on you get more of. So you don’t want more fears. Instead, just replace the fearfulness with joy, appreciation, gratitude and love. Just love the fear!  That shifts it all. 

When you diet, if you focus on not being able to have that delicious apple pie, you feel lack, another word for fear. But if you focus on fresh apples and fresh pears and maybe try a melon or a new kind of fruit you seek out, the new focus becomes joy and again you shift it all. Yes there may still be desire for that pie AND there is joy in the new fruit. 

You are so much more than a negative thought. You are so much more than you think you are. Any negative or fearful or unhealthy or angry aspect of you is only one teeny tiny aspect of you. It is not the whole of you. You are so much more. Your true essence is Love. So love your fear. Love your anger. Love your indecision. By choosing to Love, the upward spiral is yours.

In every spiral is an upward and downward direction. It's up to you!

Choose Joy. It’s always an option.

The effects of Love and Light

The old ways just aren’t working any more. I had to do a small biography blurb for an upcoming event and the old one was just…. Old! I couldn’t even relate to it any more so I wrote a new one, more fitting to the current reality, more reflective of the Unity of all consciousness.

I know Love is always the answer.

Even the old stuff: the old knowledge and the old ways, the old religions and the old prayers, the old fears and the old hatreds all find balance and harmony in Love. Our job is simply to love these old things to death.

In every situation we can find something to love. I’m not talking here about loving a car crash, or the boss from hell or the abusive parent; though love will eventually be the result. I’m talking about loving what you can in such situations. Love that you have a sense of feeling, even though there was pain. You don’t have to love the pain. Love that you get a paycheck even though you dislike your job. Love that they gave you life, even though your parents frustrate you. The common elements in all these situations are imbalance and an offering to you to apply love where it is clearly shown to be missing.

There is always, always something we can find to love.

Maybe it’s not obvious, but it is there if you wish to seek it. The seed of love that you offer is the first step on your path back to balance. First find wholeness within yourself, then wholeness with others will be revealed. Balance is achieved. Unity consciousness begins.

Even if someone does not resonate with or respond to your offer of love, respect their choice and free will. Honoring the free will of others is one of the greatest laws of the universes. Each being chooses for itself. As creator aspects of God, our highest awareness is to honor all choices, even when those choices could harm us or others. Creator does this for us. Likewise we can offer this to ourselves and others.

This is the basis of finding love in some aspect of negatively oriented actions. Each of us is a creator. Choice lies in how we respond to such actions. If we feel lessened or victimized by someone else’s actions, then we have given up our Creator aspect and embraced victimhood. If we honor another’s choices, applying compassion, then we have honored the Creator within our own selves too.

Seek love in everything that seems unlovable.

Such love grows and encompasses more and more, transforming first you and then things and people around you. You are the source of that love and all because you chose consciously to plant your seed of love in one little thing. Your chance to seek love in a challenge and your resultant soul growth because of it was the whole purpose of your involvement in the incident in the first place.

When you offer love or light to a situation or a person, you create a judgment free zone. For yourself it is immediate by virtue of your choice of offering. For the other, it is a vibration surrounding them that presents a choice to their free will to accept the higher vibration or not.

Hindsight gives us 20/20 vision and we can finally see the point of it all. Simply hold awareness there is a point to it all and you have begun the journey to finding it. 

Eventually in the midst of a crisis, it will become easier to find the love within. Ultimately there will be no more crises and no need for hindsight vision because through us love will be present in each moment. Our light will shine forth on its own. Thus will we know we have ascended.

Poets have written, “Love conquers all,” so, be it.

Signs of the Fifth Dimension

I had taken notes during a great Fifth Dimension (5D) conversation / channeling session. The information was intense, detailed and magnificent. As I later transcribed them into my computer I had difficulty understand four sections of my notes. I could not even read my handwriting. I couldn’t make any sense of it. So I marked those sections and in our next conversation/channeling I began to ask what those parts meant. But as I looked, I could easily understand them. What happened?

I had been rushing to get the transcriptions done. I was tired. I was very Third Dimensional (3D); you know: shoulds and have tos, duty and obligation. Thereafter I made sure I was in 5D when I transcribed and never had another interpretation problem.

3D problems unravel themselves when we shift into a higher perspective. 

Assume you are already in 5D.  Look backward from your 5D perspective. All your 3D questions are resolved and answered, when seen from that higher perspective. 

We are here in these body/mind/spirit complexes (individuated selves) to bring forth the Unity offered by the 5D vibration of Light and Love. 

If we choose to remain involved in 3D situations and require 3D resolutions, we will miss the whole array of higher perceptions that will bring clarity to experience. Resolution of 3D concerns using 3D answers keeps us in 3D.


Seeking ‘fix me’ answers fixes you not. It simply keeps you wallowing in 3Dness. 5D energy will not offer you ‘fix it’ answers but will repoint you in the direction of higher perspective from within. In this lies all your answers. 

All is resolved when we apply the perspective of Love. All is resolved when we internalize the knowing that all-that-is emanates from the One Source. Thus all perceptions of light and dark are not opposites but aspects of the All.  Each thought, each experience, each feeling offers both light and dark. In 3D we choose between the two. We discern. We learn about duality. 

In 5D we embrace in unity and wholeness both offerings of light and dark. Everything is an aspect of us and we are an aspect of everything. We cannot hold a coin in our hand without also holding its reverse side. 


So too we cannot exist without our shadow side; and it is equal in value. Choose to embrace it, often, over and over. Love your shadow self into wholeness. If offers us perspective. It allows us to access and embrace learning/teaching and teaching/learning. Through it we achieve balance, Love and Compassion.

Those two faces of our personal self, like the coin, offer experiences and opportunities for choosing between ‘Service to Self’ or; ‘Service to Other Selves’. Absorbing or radiating the Light that we are and using it for our own aggrandizement (Service to Self); or Being the Light and radiating it outward (Service to Other Selves) are the 5D perspectives that resolve 3D questions. 

Use that filter to choose and we will know the action that lies before us. We will know how to resolve our 3D experiences. To move into 5D, embrace its perspectives. You will draw yourself and be drawn ever upward in a spiral towards your own higher vibration. 

We are much more than we realize.

Core Essence

I cleaned my gutters removing a few months of leaf debris that had become a dried caked core in the gutter. Later I was removing the seed core of a very large zucchini while preparing dinner.

It occurred to me that we often think of the core of something as the best part, removing the rind to get at the juicy pulp. We think of people being good at their core. I’d like to think this is true.

Recently I renewed an acquaintance and realized her core seemed to be going bad due to poor choices. She had allowed herself to be drawn towards power and attached herself by choice to those who served themselves and used her to gain a foothold in influence over others. I am saddened at this awareness. I am also aware this is an exercise in Divine Free Will. I am also aware I am perhaps in judgment of her core. Perhaps it is only awareness or observation. I am also aware that my judgment holds that perceived reality in place making it harder for her to shift. In other words, I’m not helping.

I believe we bring experiences to ourselves in order to choose over and over between service to self or service to otherselves. With service to otherselves we recognize there is really no separation between any of us. Those others are our selves too.

Many of us have spent a lifetime trying to fit in. We have tamped down awarenesses, knowings and abilities. We were afraid of our power. We wanted to fix the feeling of separateness, difference. There are many who have spent a lifetime trying to be unique, different, noticed.

Most of that need was from a third dimensional point of view. As we move into fourth dimension (Love and Compassion) on our way to fifth (Unity Consciousness), it is time to claim our power, our uniqueness and our individuality within the unified field of consciousness. Let your light shine. Do this in awareness of the Light’s existence in all others. Enlighten the core essence of you. As you let your own beacon light up, others will see it and then allow their own to do so. Your example gives them permission to be who they truly are. Do this in humility, love and allowance of their choices. Some will choose to remain unlit, unaware or in full darkness. It is merely one moment’s choice. There will be other moments. We need not judge, but only allow. With these thoughts it feels better as I think of my friend’s core being.

As Light workers we must embrace darkness with full allowance. Each of us evolves at our own rate and we must not judge others' rate of evolution based on our own. As we shift we are able to send more and more light into the world.

Those who may have chosen to hide their Light are no less than those who shine a Beacon. There is no hierarchy involved, just choice. There is also the opportunity to choose again or even to hold oneself superior over another because of their choices. How we perceive shows us who we are at our own core. Our subconscious determines our intent and the judgments that rebound upon us due to any self importance or separatism (service to self). These are the roots of prejudice. We can eradicate them from within by lovingly embracing our judgments into wholeness. We cannot love and judge at the same time, but we can Love our judgments.

So I come full circle to the awareness that we are good at our core because Love is who we really are. We make choices. We sometimes err, but we can always choose again. If we cannot love others, we can love ourselves, our judgment, our mistakes, our differences.

Love is always waiting within ourselves, at our core.

Channeled Messages

I received an email asking the following: Are channeled messages always coming from loving beings or are there beings who are not so loving and whose messages are not to be trusted? Are there some ‘ET’s’ for lack of a better word, who are out to do us harm where the message and the messenger are just pulling the wool over our eyes and we initially think they are here to help us or save us or protect us? How do we recognize which are sources of truthful information?

My response

Love doesn’t create fear; so all messages that create fear do not come from loving beings. Some come from beings with a lower vibration that includes distortion and fear. The higher vibrations can communicate truth without all that fear stuff.

For example

When well intentioned parents prevent their children from being informed about ‘family secrets’ that will blow up in their face, were they doing it out of love or fear? If a parent teaches a child to behave or the boogie man will get them, is this love or fear? It’s not always so easy to distinguish. However, they meant well. The same is often true for non humans too.

Yes, there are some ETs (Extra Terrestrials) out there with a different agenda, aligned with their own purposes for chaos and disruption. Just because an ET race is technologically advanced or highly intelligent does not mean they are spiritually advanced. Just like humans, some are loving; some aren’t.

Learn to discern truth by how you feel about any communication, including TV ads, news, and messages from in body or out of body teachers. In channeling there is always distortion because info is coming thru a human instrument.

Some channels can be good almost all the time: Abraham-Hicks (http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/about_abraham.php), Jani King channeling Pta’ah (www.ptaah.com), Steve Rother channeling ‘The Group’ (http://www.lightworker.com); and David Wilcock using dreams like Edgar Cayce (www.DivineCosmos.com). Some channels I used to like have become VERY uneven and engender fear with great distortions and some are all fear based now. The people channeling them have not maintained a high enough vibration.

So it is all about how you feel, in your gut. Ask yourself as you listen to something “How much of this is true?” if you get a sense it is below 90%, you might want to rethink giving credence to the speaker. Many speakers are 30-70% truthful... That makes them useless and their information destructive; disseminating fear, lies, etc as truth.

ET’s with high vibration and spiritual awareness engender empowerment. Loving beings are interested in raising our vibrations and our enlightenment... that is: Awakening the Light already residing within each of us. High vibration channeling does not do predictions of fear. Remember what you focus on you will get more of. They do not give dates of events; perhaps they give a time frame approximation, but time is very different from their perspectives. If there is a specific date, it is definitely the channel’s human input/distortion.

Words and phrasing that engender superiority, separation, chosen few and prejudice are all low vibration rubbish.

Phrases to watch out for and what they really mean:

1. “assigned the task” sets the speaker above and superior to the listener. This is done to gain control and power and authority over, which no loving being does.

2. “cannot allow” or “will not permit” interferes with choice and advanced beings do NOT interfere. We are not victims to be saved nor children who cannot make decisions and choices. Free will is a sacred gift and truthfully, the amazing thing that brought us to this place of transformation of our planet! We are already awesome!

3. “they/we activated special codes” again speaks of elitist separation, interference and rescue of us poor things who have no abilities when quite the opposite is the real truth.

4. “you will be guided” is again disempowerment as though beings outside of you will guide you. Real channeling speaks to the guidance within and learning how to trust it.

5. “do it now” again implying fear and an agenda timeline. Not allowing for choice of NOT doing something.

6. “telling you NOT to do” such and such. Guidance never says NO. Guidance always says ‘you might want to consider this as a better choice, but it is always your choice’. If you are hearing NO, it is your internal self. This is not a bad thing, it is your knowing (get the pun?)

Truth rings true. Learn how to discern for yourself. Do NOT go into fear over this. Simply start by surrounding yourself in the highest vibration of light and love. Then distortion will find it difficult to exist in your personal energy field, as it will be incompatible with your location, timing, desire, energy, vibration, intent, etc. Your own higher vibrations will attract high vibrational speaking, internal and external. It is that simple. Put yourself in that high vibration through reading uplifting books, music and meditation.

Remember, when all else fails, and you find yourself in fear just love your fear. Embrace it all. It is a part of you and thus it is all divine. Just love it.

Since we truly create everything in our reality, it does mean that you ‘brought’ good emails to you. It is a reflection of your consciousness and the powerful positive vibrations you emit. Since we are truly all ONE and thus everything is an aspect of us, we may bring fear emails to us too. That is the time to embrace the fear, thus transmuting it. You may wish to delete it, but just love it and let go... and then it’s changed.

We are all messengers and will be needed more and more as fear amps up! People need an alternative and those of us holding soothing information, awareness, calmness and love will be guided to send those messages and guided to teach, lead and be in the forefront of one, few or many at a time!

One at a time you will help calm.. just by being on the planet. A word, a look, a comment, a forwarded email. All is divine, thus we must accept that which we have judged and by loving it, transmute it to its higher vibration.

Trust your gut. If it feels bad, upsetting and fearful, love it and let it go. If it feels loving and joyful, pass it on. If you wish to see a truly loving, soft, soothing video about the times coming, I recommend this one: The Year of Illumination by Lee Harris http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sr4TC32XUTE.

The greatest thing you can do on this planet is to be in joy; an astounding vibration. Just laugh and you’ll see what I mean. Can’t laugh? Then smile and here’s something to smile about.

“The voices in my head may not be real, but they have some good ideas!”

In joy,

Dolly Mae, author and speaker.

Tea, Insight and Straight Talk www.dollymae.com dolly@dollymae.com 877.246.9569

The Cold

Before enlightenment, having a cold meant ten days of misery, getting through the details of congestion, stuffiness and breathing difficulties, seeing a doctor and taking prescribed meds.

After enlightenment, having a cold means ten days of trying to figure out what emotional difficulty this dis-ease was caused by. It means guilt for not being the perfect enlightened being or spiritual enough to have prevented it. It means trying to figure out what’s wrong with you. It means having ones enlightened friends suggest reasons for your emotional distress. It means taking herbs and following non traditional healing modalities in addition to allopathic medicines that seem appropriate.

It means friends offering healing tips and tinctures. They are very kind and very well intentioned. They recognize we are all one and can help each other to heal. It feels loving and nurturing. It reminds me of my wholeness.

We have come a long way from those pre-awareness days and still need to go a bit further. Enlightened colds mean I just say yes to the process; just relax into it. We are probably quite aware of the reasons for the emotional congestion causing the cold as its basis is very recent, not like some illnesses that take months or years to develop.

I came back from a holiday with a lovely cold. I know its causes. There are several. It’s not just one simple thing. We are complex beings and the source of this congestion is complex too. That doesn’t mean it’s difficult to figure out, just that it has many sources. So I cancelled appointments and get-togethers and simply stayed home, slept, took herbs, drank liquids and nurtured myself. At these times my body craves good foods: greens, wholesome liquids, and complex carbs like nuts and grains. I listen to my body. I nurture it and feed it those things it needs. I don’t always follow exactly what it says; I still have my preferences and little food addictions, but I do listen more closely. I ask myself, do I want this food or herb and then wait for my body and subconscious to answer. For the most part I pay heed.

The most important thing is that I relax into the experience and don’t resist it. I no longer do the angst thing berating myself for not being more spiritually aware. My body is just talking to me and I listen. The manifestation of a cold has occurred in the physical body since I didn’t listen well to my spiritual and mental messages beforehand. The body wants me to finally get it and pay attention. I must remember I created this experience, not because I’m dumb or unenlightened, but because I am choosing to go through it and get a message from my higher self. Now here comes the interesting part; I don’t have to know why. I don’t have to analyze it. I just get an opportunity to be aware, conscious and loving to myself. I get down time. It is a time for me to focus on me.

The more I love me during this experience, the more love emanates from me, surrounds me and helps heal me. I love me by taking herbs and remedies that will strengthen my body’s immune system and help me move through this experience in the best way. I love me by simply aligning with the experience. I do not resist it. I refrain from getting angry or upset with my body’s responses.

I remember that I am not my cold. I am much more than my cold and I bring those higher aspects of myself into me. I focus on the healing color green and visualize it entering my body, healing me. I visualize the highest possible, perfect remedy, not even knowing what it might be. I see that remedy infusing my body, healing it. I let go and relax. I can just be with this thing I have created. What an interesting journey to watch it as it moves through my body. I know on every level of me that it is just perfect. I don’t have to know why, just align with knowing that it is.

This is my second cold in two months. Prior to that I hadn’t had a cold in years. I thought I was pretty good, had gotten it; understood how to stay healthy. Oops! So two colds in two months is a big sign for me. I know we are living in a time of massive energetic shifting. Our DNA is changing. We are becoming the missing link that future archeologists will wonder about. Viruses are one way we change that DNA, so I like to think that I’m using a gentle virus, just a cold virus, to do that shifting. I like my little story line; it makes me feel better. I get to see my cold in a positive light and that’s the best way to heal.

I don’t have to know THE reason for these colds. Perhaps it was just so I could write this article. It doesn’t matter. We all know it’s the journey that counts, so it’s how I move through this experience that adds love to the world or fear.

I choose love. This is a great cold. I must remember to thank it.

Passionate Anger

The following is an email exchange when ‘Kate’ responded to a recent article I wrote describing my personal financial failure. I have changed the name and certain small details for obvious reasons. All emails took place the same day. More is revealed as you keep reading. Spelling and punctuation are retained in tact. I was already having a horrible email morning when this arrived in my inbox.

Sent: 10:03 AM

Subject: Remove me from your god damn list

TAKE YOUR "$25 million loss" AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR A$$!!! I've never even had $10,000 at one time. I was born with nothing and never was even granted inheritance when family members with money died (every one in my family are selfish shitslaves) so why the fuack should I give ANYTHING to you aside from grief? Go float off a metaphysical pier!

Kate

10:43 AM same day

Dear Kate,

Thank you thank you for your wonderful email! In a nightmare morning your email got me over the top laughing hysterically till I coughed and sputtered! You probably hope I choked, but I rallied and am fine.

I have nothing to defend or prove. In the midst of my crazy destruction after 17 yrs of working 18 hour days, I found how to be truly happy no matter what is going on. You have essentially reminded me of that in my face! Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

My server had a problem this morning and 1400 emails have gone very haywire, multiplied over and over. No matter, it is just a part of the experience of living.

I truly do thank you and wish you well.

In grace and gratitude.

Dolly Mae

Sent: 1:47 PM same day

Subject: Re: Remove me from your god damn list

LOL.... Thank you for handling my scorpio (sting*sting*sting*sting) flair up with so much grace! You're obviously highly motivated and have a great spirit so for that I commend you. Life is just way frustrating for me right now. Thank you for handling me better than I think any one probably has in a very long time. Bless you. I'm sorry I was such a jerk. So cool you travel so much. Hopefully if I pick up my attitude and work with more sincerity I can do the same too some day. After all amid my financial adversity (I really am in a state of near-poverty and would be totally homeless if it wasn't for my boyfriend) I do work as a razzafraggin' clown.

Kate

Kate, I have blessed you all day,... I am truly delighted to hear back from you. All that passion!!! Verve!!! You must love life to express that way! Truly I was not offended as much as you popped my frustration bubble!

My server got stung and my 1400 clients got zapped with hundreds and hundreds of spam emails. I've been fielding calls and emails all morning.. But yours will always stand out and my most beloved! I saved it in my file called "Letters of Appreciation"... truly.

I do understand all that fear you are going through. I remember walking through a grocery store parking lot with my husband and being struck by the awareness we had no money for food and could starve. He stood facing me, grabbed my shoulders and said "We will always have enough money for food." He got thru/past my fears. Fear doesn't relate to how many zeros are on the sum of your loss: $25 or $25 thousand. Same fear.

You will get past this. See/feel/know.. but mostly FEEL what it's like to be safe, then feel abundant. It is the power in the feeling that will shift your world the most. Because right now you are feeling fear and it is creating more fear.

I truly honor your journey. Mine included real suicidal planning. My world is very different now. Yours will be too. Choose, choose, choose joy over and over. Start with feeling grateful for something, anything. Then something else, and then more. Your emails say you are strong, vibrant and full of life. You have someone who is there... you have already manifested well. Keep building on it.

Blessings and love to you on your journey.

In Grace and Gratitude,

Dolly

Ps.

I forgot to tell you, I'm a Scorpio too!!!

love and light,

d

fr Kate 2:28 pm

*crying right now* Thank you :)

You are soooo sweet! It's all these energies right now.

p.s. so do you want to stay on my email list now????

Laughter and tears... aren't they just the best!

Love and light,

Dolly

ps. I'm crying too... because our connection reminds me we are all one.

Thank YOU!

Awww!! Sure, I'll stay on your list.. I was going to say that I will anyway. :)

Shanti,

Kate

Isn’t this the way it’s supposed to be???

Most assuredly, it is.

Ghostbusting

Recently I was hired to do a ghost busting in an apartment complex. During the last six years there had been two stunningly strange residents there. The manager shared only this information with me. I’ll walk thru it as I experienced it.

When I am scheduled to do a cleansing of a unit I do some preliminary work first. During the previous few days I had sensed, felt and worked with the energies there inside AND outside the unit. Like aromas, energy doesn’t just stop at the door or wall but permeates a larger area. The extent of that area depends on the strength of that energy, just like aromas. Think of bread baking and you’ll see what I mean.

The unit was on the top floor of a two story building. The manager was aware of energy or she would never have contacted me. I told her she could be there while I worked if she wished. It turned out she was very sensitive and aware. Such a person is a big help in these situations. One more energy to assist and support and strengthen a focus to cleanse.
You know the old adage, “where two or more are gathered together…”;it certainly compounds our potency.

Immediately upon walking in the doorway I was aware of a formidable presence, like an armoured warrior, tall, hulking, arms crossed, feet spread apart, defensive, but not really threatening, just stalwart. I was surprised by the immediacy of the connection. Usually leftover spirits are in the building somewhere but rarely ‘greet’ you at the front door! So I asked silent permission to enter the apartment. This was simply a request. I am a strong personality and so it was not a meek request. The spirit stepped back and I entered.

In the work I had done prior to this appointment I was told by inner guidance to bring several tools. So I brought things that represented Earth, Air, Fire and Water. These are the four elements that create balance and grounding. Each one can become a doorway for a lost spirit to exit the premises. I had brought sage and cedar to burn. These things are ancient ways that in their burning reflect the shift of energies into smoke (transformation) and that smoke is offered as prayer and cleansing and a way out for the spirit. It is a very Native American way to use. I had also brought sea salt to be used in a glass bowl. Salt is of the earth; so is glass. Its dissolution in water is another form of transformation… another doorway out. Salt water also acts as a magnet for energies. After clearing the bigger energies, it would collect the ‘breadcrumbs’ that might be left over.. residual echoes.

I immediately surveyed the tiny apartment and saw there were four or five spirits in there: the guy at the door, one in the Living Room up on the wall; one in the bedroom cowering back in the corner and one in the bathroom. The kitchen was clear. Ultimately it turned out there were only four, because the guy in the bedroom was frantically running back and forth to the bathroom. It is unusual to have so many, no wonder they’d called me. It must have been very difficult to live near all that. To relate, think: noisy neighbors, activity at odd hours all night and weird, chaotic behavior.

I placed the salt in the glass bowl and filled it with water from the kitchen there (water and earth combined). Then I put that bowl at the front door, between the legs of that big guy I’d first met. The intent was sort of like the genie returning to the bottle… sucked in, so to speak. He was gone by the time I left without doing anything more. I actually feel he was a guardian for those other spirits, giving them a space to exist and simultaneously, unfortunately, keeping them there. When they were gone, so was his job. Poof, genie back in his bottle, or salt bowl!

Then I lit two small candles I’d brought and placed them per inner guidance; one in the Living room on the baseboard heater and one likewise in the only bedroom. (fire, air and earth combined). My conscious mind wondered why on the heaters? It would be revealed in its own good time. My job is to trust my guidance and stay focused on connecting and healing. It doesn’t matter that a physical person isn’t there; the energy is in need of healing; so that is my task. I was placing the candles to anchor the healing energies.


Then I lit the small cedar bough in a shell ‘ashtray’. I used a feather to waft the resultant smoke all over the apartment. Occasionally I’ll chant and felt a need to do so here. I used a Native chant and later a Sanskrit chant. Two very different energies were there and required different applications. The voluminous smoke affected the spirit in the bedroom mostly. Cowering in the corner he was yelling “Burn! Burn! Burn!” I asked the manager why he’d be saying that; had he started fires? “Yes”, she replied once in this apartment and once in another one there. Ah, that’s why the candle on the heater… all about heat and fire. In a strange way, it seemed reasonable, sort of like an underscore of hot, and anger and fire. He was very afraid, but not of me. I sensed he’d been cowering in that bedroom many times. He was very mentally ill. He darted into the bathroom. I followed and he ran back and forth, bedroom, bath. I kept wafting the feather and cedar smoke cleansing in that corner. I talked with him, like you would a child, soothing, loving, caring; telling him he could let go now, he could leave, he needed to leave. More smoke, more talk, more chant, more focus.

Then I lit the sage and using the feather wafted it everywhere too. In closets, cupboards, all over. I used the Sanskrit chant now. He was softening. In the bathroom I sensed the toilet as a huge problem. I asked the manager what was the story about the toilet, did the guy have terrible diarrhea or what, that there was a big focus on the toilet. She replied that he kept shoving things down it and they’d have the plumbers there regularly. Fetish perhaps or metaphorically, trying to get rid of aspects of himself.

To do this work, you need to realize that much of what you’ll experience is a metaphor for the spirits’ perceptions of reality. So I can interpret much like I would a dream. Look up toilet in a good dream book and you’ll see what I mean.

The cleansing of the bathroom, a focus on healing, the chanting and the two kinds of smoke seemed to be enough that he faded away and was gone.

The manager informed me the former resident was diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. Ah, no wonder. His chaotic energies caused the whirlwind of dysfunction that still remained energetically here. Each of us leaves an energy trail… happiness, joy, anger, chaos or love in varying degrees based on intent and focus. This unhappy and ill man was severely focused and intentful and left his negative energy big time.

Next the entity on the Living Room wall appeared to be feminine. She was an adult but with the mind of a child, maybe 4 yrs old. I took the salt water in the bowl and dipping my fingers in it flicked water droplets up into the air, not on her. All the while I was talking with her. The water, which I had blessed, appeared to her as multicolored soap bubbles. I was connected with her and seeing from her point of view as well as mine. She was fascinated by the bubbles and relaxed enough to tell me her story. Now this isn’t in complete sentences, but in images. She whimpered “Pain! Pain!” She’d been gang raped and a knife had been used. She was wounded indeed on many levels. But she remained fixed on the ‘bubbles’ which I continued to flick with the water. I relayed this to the manager who asked “Would any of this be influenced by me, because I was gang raped and they held a knife to my throat.” Oh my, I thought. This was not her as the entity on the wall, but was an energy drawn in to this place by the chaotic forces at work. Because the manager had that personal experience she would be much more empathic to another’s. So a door was left open to magnetize such. Knowing this now, the manager can close that door to any future matching entity.

All the while the manager was wonderful. She was holding the space just simply being present and focused. She wasn’t in fear. She held the space of love and allowance. She was wonderful.

I had brought my favorite Nag Champa incense; lovely Tibetan stuff. I never felt the need to use it, but asked the manager if she needed it. She said it was her favorite and she’d just run out of it. Perfect.

So the woman on the wall was now gone, soothed as a child, and told to go to the light where they would love her and she would be safe.

The burn, baby, burn guy was gone from the bedroom, directed to the light and no longer needing to cower and fear. He was the entity in the bathroom too; so there’d only been three in the apartment.

The big guardian at the door was gone as there was no longer a need to keep the entities in the apartment.

I did a little prayer of thanksgiving and closing, removed the candles, and all my paraphernalia and we left.

Driving home I felt severely nauseous, like I’d need to pull over and throw up. Instead, I imagined that same, but huge lovely soap bubble. I move all the entities’ negativity that remained within and around me to the edges of that beautiful multicolored bubble and then burst it. POOF! All gone.

Later the manager emailed me saying she felt terribly nauseous and had severe diarrhea. I told her this not unusual and how to use that soapbubble to poof it away. She did and it was gone.

So now you know what it’s like doing a cleanse, commonly referred to as a Ghostbusting. It’s not spooky. Just open yourself and create a loving space for communicating. Turn them towards the light and give a little loving nudge. They are lost. Show them the way home. Mostly just speaking to and nurturing, loving and suggesting are your tools. Don’t forget to cleanse yourself after the connection. Very simply, command it “I am cleansed”. And so you are.

Boundary Dispute

THE SITUATION:
(After many years using a common gravel road access to their home, a neighbor has blocked it off.) In an email the client writes:
“Well we have NO rights.
They called the police, said I gave her the bird....I didn't, but basically we are in the wrong....we have NO rights.
The policeman was very nice, but had a copy of our NO rights...Basically our road stops at the house just before us.
Called title company, talk about B.S and no help.....basically we have no rights......and we can't pick and choose the way we want to get to our home. We talked with the manager; same story and so on and so on and so on.
I have diarrhea so bad, this is not going away....wish we had never bought this place.
I am so crying, and there’s no way out.....head hurts heart aches and I'm just plain beaten....We are talking to people on phone, but no one is saying we have rights.
The guy that told me I can't pick and choose a way to our home, also said the REALTOR should have had all this info...It just goes on and on and on...
I'm crying again, and I'm going to close....this is awful...just awful...”


In one way or another we have all experienced this kind gut wrenching fear. My reply seemed universally applicable so I include it here for you.

It's horrible feeling beaten.

The biggest thing to do now is to NOT do anything. It is very hard to give up the feeling of being victimized.

I know you want to do this all logically, and there truly are more avenues, but I recommend letting them go right now.

You are dealing with an irrational person.

Your goal here is to keep the standard access. Keep that in mind. Focus on seeing good access restored to normal. Focus. Visualize. Focus. The more you give free rein to negative thinking the more it increases. I know this is hard but you will get through it.

Every possible resolution already exists in your energetic field. Pick the one you truly want to have and give it all your energy, focus and visualization. Bring it out into the light and play with it, feeling, seeing, smelling and visualizing it. Breathe life into it. Make it as real as you can.

There is always a ‘way out’ of every situation. It may not be the one you thought of or wished for; it might even be better. The only way we can ever be disappointed is when we hold on to needing our own outcome. Surrender, let go, give it up to a higher power to create the best solution and then align with knowing in some way it really is the best.

August will prove to be one of the most challenging months... and you will live through it. Resistance will create more resistance, as you have seen with the lie about flipping the bird... just one more on top of his irrational behavior. Use the back way for now. It works for now. That is all you need to focus on. Stay focused on this now... this very minute. You are safe. You do have an alternative way to reach your home. You are all right NOW.

You are not alone. Right now there are boundary and border disputes going on all over; neighbor to neighbor, country to country. Your personal situation is a reflection of the irrationality of conflict, no matter how big or small the scale. Do not make this a war. It WILL be resolved but probably not until after the unsettling energies of this August.

Continue to do Ho’oponopono, pray and find anything to be loving about: your beautiful yard, you pets, your relationship, and your health... find anything to appreciate... it is the first law of shifting your perspective. Allow yourself: body, mind and spirit to breathe and you will find you have shifted just a tiny bit. Continue to pray, do Ho’oponopono and find things to appreciate. You will shift just a little bit more. Make that your focus: small steps. It will pay great dividends.

I have used these methods in dire circumstances. It's hard for you to just jump in here and believe it, but I know you believe in prayer and its power. Its purpose is to give you focus on love and gratitude... don't simply recite the problem. Use prayer to find peace and love. This is done by keeping a tight rein on your thoughts. Do not go where angels fear to tread! In other words, do not slush about, repeating the situation, dwelling on it, drowning in the problem. These things only give it energy, life and power. Pay attention to your thoughts. This is not denial; this is retraining your mind.

You are stronger than you realize. You have a fertile and powerful mind. Use it to create, allow, forgive, love, and peace. Be in gratitude. Let go of the war.
Miracles happen when you choose to give focus to these positives instead of focusing on negatives. They are still there, but you are refusing to empower and enlarge them. Use that powerful mind as God intended you to.

Now is always the time to do this.

Remember that the depth to which this is affecting you is the depth of love you are capable of. Tear off the labels of anger, hatred, and frustration. Recognize the raw power source that it is. Redirect it into healing, love, allowance, forgiveness and most of all into visualizing an amazing resolution.

You do not know how this will turn out... why wallow in thoughts of it's being bad. For all you know, the city could come in and build you a road! The universe and all the angels can figure this out and make an outcome much, much more amazing than you can even think of. Surrender it to them. You'll be in good hands.

Our problems really are universal. They say there are only seven plots in all the stories of the world. So I hope you can use this to put a happy ending on your story lines. We always have the choice of how we interpret and respond to every situation. Each of your choices creates of your reality. May you choose joy and love each time.

Cry For Happy

I just watched my umpteenth movie that makes me cry, but I figured out a little secret.

When you get to those amazing parts of movies and books that make you tear up or sob you have fallen in love with life. I am powerful in these moments; I feel it. So I seek them out now. I used to hide from any sentimental, tear jerker movies or books. I actually read them alone in the bath tub or anywhere else I would not be vulnerable to others’ judgments. Now I recognize their power and I don’t have to hide from it any longer. I can tap into it and use it to create joy.

When I am in those peak moments of feeling love, I seek out anything not loving in my world, personal or global and visualize it in the center of all that love. I surround it with love like a nurturing womb and the non-loving stuff simply disappears. I was doing this many times daily with the oil spill. That’s the big stuff. But I do it with a neighbor that has noisy pets or loud music. I do it with a pain in my ankle. I do it with anything my subconscious is drawn to.

It works like magic. Love conquers fear. We’ve all heard that phrase, but how does it actually work? Years ago I had a terrible scare that a loved one was going to be wrongly arrested. I used every technique I knew to overcome my fear. I read uplifting books; I meditated and I listened to spiritual music. It worked each time, but the fear returned. I spent an entire day moving from the low vibration of fear to higher vibrations but nothing lasted. Then I watched a late night movie. In the final scene the woman gives birth, the child is laid on her breast and she dies. Well, I lost it. Tears all over the place, the sobbing kind. I knew it was love and I put that giant fear into the middle of all that love. It simply dissolved. It was gone and I knew it was gone permanently. I knew the situation was totally done and we’d never be contacted with any other notice of outcome. It was a deep and abiding knowing.

So now I have discovered romance novels. I’d never read them until a month ago, but here I am, reading at least two a day, using the power that wells up. There are so many people reading these love stories and watching loving movies and having loving experiences of their own. Combined, we are very, very powerful. I tap into all those lights experiencing love and join with them directing my intention for this powerful, loving energy to heal the planet or take care of a conflict, personal, neighborhood or global.

So next time you Cry for Happy, tie into all those others who are feeling love and direct your intention to a healing of some kind. We are so powerful, so much more than we realize.

Go ahead. Cry for Happy.

Gulf Oil Response

Just as Mother Earth renews herself, we too are changing, renewing ourselves. Much that was repressed and forgotten, deeply buried within us is bubbling up. The oil from the depths that has the power to change a great deal is a metaphor for the great shifts within the human life form. We are changing to light beings that can handle 12 times more light than our original DNA could. To do this light will inevitably shine on our darkest aspects. Planetary hate, greed and abuse of people and power will come to the light, as we see daily happening. The oil spill, welling up from below, is its metaphor.

All is not lost. In fact, newness surrounds us; comes from deep within us.

Liken this to Mt St Helen's eruption. Scientists could 'prove' its devestation woul take aeons to recover. It took less than 2 yrs to begin; and 10 yrs it was astounding. Twenty five yrs later, we must be reminded it ever happened. Lives were lost, tho very few, but important to each one. The old man on the mountain, sitting in his lodge, represents the old way of hanging on no matter what the level of change being offered. He was resistance incarnate.

In this event too, there will be loss of life and other things of great value. The earth is birthing her own change….as are we.

You have a choice here to add to the sum of love on this planet or of fear. Love is simply letting go of fear. You cannot fear and love at the same time. Choose. We know our focus is an aspect of creation; so simply shift focus to what is loving. Know that our Mother Earth will heal. The animal life will recover. Things will change. Shift your focus to love. Love what is. Love what will be. Love the changes. Fear and judgment stop the flow and refuse to see any possibilities for positive outcome. We do not have to know what that outcome is. We have only to remain in loving trust that there is a greater story and that the larger picture is positive, for it is. Trust the process.

You have a choice before you. You can sit in the gut wrenching pain of fear; or you can take conscious control of your mind and find something to love and focus on that. Know that the Mother is having contractions prior to the birth. We are with her. As midwives to this miracle, we are attending the coming change. Nothing like it has ever happened in the universes. Humans are waking up, taking their own consciousness in hand and directing it into creation of the next step. Choose well. You are the co-creator of the next moment in this event.

Bless this birthing. Ho'oponopono prayer is easy and amazing.

Creator,
Please remove whatever it is within me that has created this experience.
I am truly sorry.
I ask forgiveness.
I thank you.
I love you.

Always you have choice in your reaction.
You are powerful, not powerless.
Your addition of love to this planet is powerful.

Believe it or not, this experience is so much better than what would have been happening had consciousness not gotten to this point!
Still it is difficult to watch death and dying. Still it is only the illusion of the temporary physicality of us. We are so much more.
All life is sentient, some more than others.
Our job is to love.
The heart expands to take all comers.
Let your heart open...

The answers to the problem are not to be found at the level of the problem. You can connect with the problem from the level of your open heart; Love. It heals.

It is your powerful choice.
Hold steady in your truth.
Know your love heals.